I don't want to breathe, I want to think. Every breath is compressing my lungs more and more each dying moment. I want to cry but instead I bleed, my heart is shaken and is still born, lacking any sense of life that gives a heartbeat. I take my own two hands and tear my jaw apart, each pull and rip of mussel as it separates releases more blood. Screams and gasp tightly strangle my throat. I feel the air getting lighter, is this heaven, or is this hell?
The word,"Nothing" should be a comfort zone, for it means the end. This is where I have been placed, but somehow I get tossed into the middle of an ongoing war. Holding back the tears hurts, b